Showing posts with label Letting go. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Letting go. Show all posts

Thursday, June 30, 2011

saddest memory... :(



It was four years ago... the saddest thing that happened in my entire life... really broke my heart... :(
If only I could turn back the time... I would hug him so tight and kiss him and tell him how much I love him...  and spend more time with him... :(


But I know God has a purpose for everything... He let those things happened so that I could realize that life is not permanent in this world...


For now, I will keep him in my heart... as long as I live... and wait for the time that we'll meet again... I will not forget ...

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Horrible day! Last day of February.

February 28, 2011

I woke up early in the morning (4:26 AM) because of what I’ve heard, a bark of a dog.
It really disturbs me. And after a few hours (6:45 AM), I was about to go outside and check if what's wrong outside, there I found Quima, our dog (I used "our" because he's a good dog to me), barking and barking and barking, I thought that he's been in the backyard for the whole night. I understand why he barks, imagine, staying in the roofless and muddy backyard for the whole night.


When I am about to get Quima out of the backyard, to help him out, a woman foreigner neighborhood approached and asked me, "Is that your dog?", and I answered excitedly, "YES!" and then she said, "he's been barking for the whole night and it disturbs our sleep. Can you do something for that?" and I ask for forgiveness, "SORRY" ... What a "good" (bad) morning to me. Well, the important thing, I was able to save Quima from a roofless and muddy place (which he can't lie down to sleep)... He got red and stressfull eyes. Poor dog... :-(
Quima :)


After an hour, I am ready to go to work, I checked first the lovebirds outside the house and shocked of what I saw... oh no! I found two lovebirds dead! Oh my! The yellow and the blue one... my favorite and only yellow inside the cage... :-( I was so shocked and sad, very sad! And I have no idea why they die...


Indeed, everything in this world is NOT permanent. Now, I realized that you can apply the "love and let go" thing also in the animals.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

If You Forget Me by Pablo Neruda

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.